New Video clips 4 sale..

I’m back… I know you didn’t think I would stop blogging did ya !!?? No, of course not just because I’m not fucking anyone at the moment doesn’t mean my life is a bore. Hey I’m still smoking, sizzlying, steaming, piping ok maybe not piping…lmao HOT !! I’ve got new vids for you sexy and adoring, mouth, tongue, lips, eating, chewing, and sucking fetish freaks. Oral fixation..?? I’m ya fat fearless chocolate cyber chick. As a matter of fact I’ve got two extra large (you know I like em big) candy canes sitting in front of me on my desk right now…and the ice cream sandwiches are in the freezer. So, look out for those but until then check out the new clips added to www.bigbodydiva.com currently available for download.

Now about me…

Where have I been…?

Here wondering around lost, dazed, and confused in cyber space. lol well not exactly.

Why haven’t I blogged in the past 15 days…??

No reason really just the normal busy and I’ve been sleeping a hellava lot more these days in addition to spending less time “Available”.

How do I feel..?

I’ll be real..I still smile, laugh, and giggle but for the most part I’ve been really grumpy lately. Idk, but I’m pretty sure like every thing else this too shall pass.

Why haven’t I picked someone new to do..??

Or why ain’t I fucking anyone new ??

Just don’t want to that’s all no other reason like I said “grumpy”. Don’t feel like being bothered really, tired. If you’ve been reading my blog or know a bit about me you know that  ti tac hoe and 1-2-3 new woman are not my favorite games. So guys excuse me for being a little less joyful about the idea of fucking you/fucking for your viewing pleasures.

But fear not… when that stable man steps up to the plate I’ll be ready and willing to bring you the naughty, wet and wild sexual escapdes of this bold fat chocolate chick and her “steady” dick or “MAN”.

Until then your regular Lovely D pics and vids are in full effect….

So tell me what’s your fat girl fetish desire ?

Main stream porn stars blogs

Well, it’s like this…
I read the blogs of other ladies on the net. I’ve been doing that since I got on the net. Just curious about what’s going on in their lives like many of you are curious about me. Shit I think that we all have similar things going on in our lives. And it’s really a wee-bit sad that we don’t support each other as much as we should.

This one main stream porn star seems to blog about every thing in her life but doesn’t get so much into the detail of the on camera fucking. I guess when people come to your site only because you look like a barbie doll you can skip the juicy details or any reference to them being in the members section.
But I like her blog and the fact that she’s so open about things in her life. And then there was the blog of a popular black bbw escort which has disappeared. I mean gone along with her site(s). I’m wondering what happened. There is any number of things that could have happened.

I mean emotional stress is a mutha. If you mess around and get the wrong person in your sheets and in your head it can wipe you out of this biz and I’m learning it’s best to deal with the pro’s. I don’t think many dudes can “really” handle being with a chick off the net. I mean they say they want you, they fantasize about you, whack off to your pics but can’t handle how small you make them feel.

You might think that they would love to be with you after all that whacking off and they might think so also but the truth is their insecurities eat away at them and they flee. All the voices of doubt whispering to them. They have to walk around every day wondering if you will dump they ass tomorrow and get someone new. It takes a strong man to deal with that. Let’s not forget the fact that if you are an escort or porn star you are branded a slut. LOL Even if you’ve only fucked two guys over the last four years. !!!

O trust me I understand. I understand completely. It’s so much easier to get you one of them quiet, plain, boring chicks that are too afraid to smile at an attractive guy or start up a conversation with her eyes !! HA, ha, that shit rocks. I understand some guys are just not cut out to handle having a highly sought after chick as his “woman”. But sweets I’ll tell you this. If you get that chance you better take it make the best of it, enjoy the ride, enjoy the perks and make it do what it do.

The truth is most porn stars are not sluts. Why..? cause sluts fuck for free and they don’t have web sites. They are not thinking about building up a fan base, making content or selling videos. They creep off do what they do and you will never know. So, if you have a woman doing porn and that’s her thing relax, breathe, exhale and know that she wants you !! If any thing you should be re-assured cause of all those she could have chosen you are “the one”. If the average chick had porn star choices would she choose you..??

And your porn star woman most likely needs you for your emotional support more than any thing else. If you can just be that man to give the emotional support she needs and words of encouragement you are “king”.

Now go download my new Video clips . . .

I have to give the fans what they want and they wanted pizza so here I am enjoying pizza. Will I eat a whole medium pizza by myself ..? You’ll have to watch to find out.

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