Feeling a lil better . .

Yesterday was a fucked up Friday for sure. So fucked up that I went to bed early and was quite content. I thought about pulling out my Cat woman DVD watching Halle Berry as cat woman seems to give me strength.I feel empowered, energetic and alive !! Crazy but it really motivates me. I didn’t watch it though instead I caught up on Sarah Palin. I posted a message for my “friends to call me” as I lay in bed in pain. You’ll never guest who really cares about me.

None of you fake ass mother fuckers !! Like I said this is a hard industry to meet real people in and I’ll go on to steal a line from Monica Foster. “Must of you are users” and let me add the sad part is you don’t even know it. All you do is take, take, take. You want my time, you want my attention just because !! Just because what..? What are you giving me in return.?

Don’t call your self a friend if you don’t understand what it means to be a friend.

Just keep it real you are a FAN !! Another dude on the net that like to wack off to my pictures and videos then get up and go on with your life only to return when you need another good wack. Am I mad..? No, I’m not mad. No not at all. Why would I be mad. I’m only made of stone you fuckers . . .

But I feel better now and doing what I need to do and singing Beyonce “Me, Myself and I’ as I do it. For you losers that were thinking you might be capable of being my man or someone special in my life guess what..? You blew it. You missed one of the few chances to catch me in a weak state in which I’m more likely to feel you are sincere and you give a fuck.

No more free anything for you sorry magots…. you aint worthy !!