I’m a loud thinker ..?
First,
Last night I had an interesting dream. I dreamt I was messing around with some dude who was short, older and very powerful. He was apparently a polygamist because he had two women living with him that he had children with. I was the “outside” woman. LOL
My dreams amaze me sometimes. Anywho, I got pregnant and he was in love with me but didn’t know how to tell his wives so he decided we would run away together. We took his jet which I flew to some planet in outer space. We had seven little boys who were not normal according to earth standards.
I was standing there admiring my seven little boys with big round faces, and chubby little cheeks all playing nicely telling each other “I love you” and my cell phone rang. I answered it and it was “him”. He just started singing some damn prodigy youtube song about breaking up and then he hung up. I stood there thinking about him wondering if I made the right decision. All of the happiness I had with my family and my new life started to become a blur and I felt bad about leaving him. Over and over I thought maybe I didn’t do the right thing.
When I awoke the thought was on instant replay. I hate to make the wrong decision which is why I take things slow and easy.
Second,
the other day I met this guy whom I wasn’t even gonna blog about. However he told me some thing pretty interesting. I met him while I was out for a day of thinking, and relaxation at the beach having some “Me” time. I was sitting on the last bench you could sit on all the way at the very end of the beach where NO ONE would bother me. Yeah right !
This man came over to me and started talking I decided to be nice and ended up giving him my phone number. Which I think is pretty fucked up but anyway to make a long story short some hours after talking to him on the phone he told me I was a loud thinker. What that simply means is he’s receptive and in tune with me. That is a indeed a beautiful thing some people take years to get on that level where they are intune with each others thoughts, and feelings. I bet if I found him attractive and suitable we wouldn’t be in tune. That’s so fucked up. Well, that’s that.
Oh, one more thing. I’ve decided to make some post on my blog for registered users only since so many of you like to read my post without commenting most likely you bottom feeders trying to hunt down my good dick. LOL My good dick is mine always will be and none of you can change that.
