News

I know that most of you have asked me what my new weight is, so I thought I post it here in my blog and let you all know. As of November 21 I weighed in at 408lbs…yes I know such a dramatic drop since September of this year. I am just as puzzled with it as you are….

Now for other news….I have been thinking about giving you all that have requested it what you want, if your still puzzled as to what I am talking about I am refering to doing Squashing Sessions, Face-Sitting or Breast Smothering sessions…I have recently recieved messages on my myspace,xpeeps,adultspace and my personal email  if I do those as well as just take pics…. If you would like me to I will be more then willing (Hell I’ll even Do it to your g/f if she is interested) but my time is not free and there will be rules and standards to be followed. I will be making a list and posting it here on my blog of course so be sure to check back every now and then to see when I will be putting this in motion….

To suck or not to suck

That is the question.  There is surely a difference of opinion about the art of giving head and sucking dick.  The average woman is not so willing to and when I say average I mean some of those not in the adult entertainment and some that are !! I think we all have our limits, our boundaries and that’s cool. Anal is something that I’d consider trying and learning under “special” circumstances so that is my limitation.

Over the past week the dick sucking topic has been on the table in my immediate family and it’s a tie two to two for sucking a brothers dick if and when he goes down on you and not sucking the dick because that’s “special”. What’s so special about sucking a brothers dick ? I’m sorry I don’t see that as something that’s so freaking special. If you enjoy doing it I think you should do it and not feel bad that you did it or that you enjoy it.

See these are true sisters issues. If a man goes down on you and he likes it he’s not going to feel bad about it later. As I’ve said I’m not the average woman by any means. I enjoy sucking dick and If I don’t feel like having sex but I still want to see the look of satisfaction on my mans face a good dick sucking is a sure thing. Sucking his dick is pleasing me as much as it is pleasing him.

So I wonder now. How many men think that if a female sucks your dick she’s a slut and fit to suck your dick but not to be your woman, etc ?? I’m really curious to hear the males opinion on sucking dick.

Feel free to leave your comment below.

Thoughtful Thursday

I’ve been up all night again and I feel much better. I got some things done around the house. Played with the thought of getting an elliptical again. I know that’s a big disappointment for all the weight gain fans although I’ve never said anything about being into weight gain.

I’m planning to nap for an hour then get up and head out to handle some things. Since I’ve just realized it’s the end of the freaking year and I had a talk with a “friend” I decided to blog. If you aren’t able to see it in my blog post it’s been one hell of a year for me.

I had a lot of plans at the start of this year and I’m happy with being able to cross the top five off the list. I did expect to do more this year but I’m pleased with what I have done and I can only strive to do as well or better in the year to come.

If you listened to the last show you heard me mention my plans to “get to know” a female that I think I may have somethings in common with as long as she understands and accepts that I’m not making any promises to be her woman. I haven’t called her yet….why..? fear. Yes, the fear that I could end up breaking one of my own rules.

Hell maybe even the feat that I’ll like her more than any man I’ve ever been with. I’ve said that no man could ever cause enough pain to push you to a woman. LOL And that’s true “ONE” man can’t drive me to be with a woman. However a list of dishonest brothers might open a sister up to the possibility.

Anyway, this has been one heck of a year for me and I’d like to bring the new year in with some happiness and at this present time I’m not too happy. Not being happy is a temporary condition you can work through if/when you know what will make you happy. What will make me happy..? I’d like to erase the last five months and try it again. Yes, that would make me very happy.

Well, I’m going out into the rest of the world and I’m wondering what’s gonna happen today.