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I felt so happy a few hours ago now I feel the need to blog some deep heart felt stuff that I shouldn’t blog here. Funny how some times there’s a delay in reality. So, now I have to remember where my heart felt blog is. LMAO yep I keep a secret blog and I haven’t posted in it in so o o o o long !!

I just got some things I need to get off my chest, my neck and my back. And it seems that everyone who reads my blog isn’t so understanding of the terms rambling or the feeling angry !!I don’t like not being able to express myself freely in my own damn blog.

I mean what the hell it’s all a matter of interpretation anyway.

But I got to say this papa bear your words are so helpful maybe you’ll never fully understand how much you help me.  You are right people treat you differently when they want you. It’s so good to be truly wanted and it really sucks when you’re not.

Well, It’s 400 am on a Saturday morning and my plan is to make a lot of calls today. So far that schedule seems off cause I should be sleeping. O where has my sleep gone…? I was almost on a normal schedule again. O ain’t life just grand !! God I miss my father.

Btw, I’m sure you want to know what I’ve been doing. So, click below for  the latest clips 4 sale.

Booty Clap Video DVD Quality AVI Format Clip 4 Sale

This Tuesday has been cool and I’ve been happy despite having two bad dreams last night. I woke up really upset and confused. I seriously woke up from the first bad dream and it took me an hour to get back to sleep and then I had another bad dream. Wow, and not only another bad dream but with the same person.
Not only with the same person but also with my fathers no good family. Cousins I don’t talk to any more and for damn good reason. Both of the dreams were just fear of history repeating it self which I doubt since I don’t deal with those Mississippi relatives anymore.As a matter of fact I looked out my window a few mins after awaking and saw someone driving away in a car with Mississippi plates and was quite annoyed. I was like of all the times why now..? Strange thing is I think the car has been there for a long time but I just never noticed the plates until these dreams. That’s how things seem to work some times. We need eye openers to see what we over look.

After sitting in silence and reflecting on my dreams and dealing with the emotions attached I came down here and got started with these clips on my camcorder again. I am so frustrated with this thing I guess that’s why it’s kinda been sitting in the corner. I will never buy anything from sears on 79th street again. I have two more dvds to go through and pick out what stays and what goes.

First clip I uploaded that came from my camcorder is below. Added to my clips 4 sale store to keep you guys aware of my presence until my site re-opens. The Quality is absolutely great !!!

This is a clip from my Booty clap and solo masturbation video. I shake my big black ass and make it clap hard and loud you get a good sneak peak at the brown eye. Then I turn over and show you my big sexy fat black and beautiful breast, stomach, and pussy before rubbing my clit to a nice sweet and wet climax.

My Favorite picture

I make it my business to be a sister of my word. So as I said I would I took pics and did video sporting lingerie sent to me from Dig Dat fashions in Ohio. This is another hot set by your’s truly Lovely D the big body diva of the Chi~town. It will be posted in my members section along with the videos . .